♥

2011-10-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

What are you doing, without me?

I miss you, very much.

But had i ever come across your mind?

Do you miss me like how much I miss you?

2011-10-21T21:24:00.002+08:00

Tell me, what can I do now?

i don't know, i can't predict..

how hard is it gonna be when it happens.

Everything hurts too much,

all because I love you so much.

What am I suppose to do if you walk away?

:'((

2011-09-08T02:08:00.002+08:00

What's happening now?

What's wrong with everything?

Thinking back,

Thinking back to our first day...

And now, everything has changed. So have you.

A couple gets together because they need each other very much, they know it.

Some couples get bored with each other after some time, they don't need each other anymore, and hence, they break up and end their sweet-loving relationship.

What about you?

I love you, still.

I need you, still.

But, do you?

Importance; position; stands; priority

Maybe, you should only tell me when you need me.

I'll always be there for you, anyway. I promise, I will.

2011-05-04T22:39:00.001+08:00

thought I could get a little support...

but I was wrong about it, too wrong.

2011-04-01T01:26:00.001+08:00

Maybe just a random thought/random feel..

But I feel sick & tired of many things.

2011-03-04T01:56:00.004+08:00

Feeling a lot, thinking a lot..

All about the words.

I thought, I thought it has really never affected me at all.

But I guess I'm wrong now?

"It actually affected you, but you didn't show out."

"After all, he is your father. Don't ever hate him. Even you do, it has been so many years, it's time to forgive. Start talking to him, else you will regret someday."

These few sentences have been inked in my mind, since Sec 3 when everything was so havoc back then, with me & myself. And Mrs.Alfred started talking to me about everything.

I mean, why everyone is saying that I hate my dad?

When I actually DON'T. And, I LOVE HIM...

Perhaps it's because I'm more closer to my mum and I don't always, or rather never talk to other about my dad at all?

But that doesn't mean I don't love him/I hate him....

2011-03-02T01:02:00.003+08:00

I wish I will not be that mad;

I wish I will not get serious depression someday soon...

2011-02-20T20:20:00.002+08:00

Many of the times,

I'd just get myself prepared for everything..

be it good or bad situations.

Sometimes, everything just seems to be so real,

but in reality, things can change in just a second and you never know what can happen the very next minute.

The 3rd Anniversary ; The 3rd Valentine's

2011-02-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

Because of him;

I've the best happiness.

Because of him;

I know what is True Love & I believe it exists.

Because of him;

I don't have to worry about anything.

Because of him;

I've got everything.

Thank You Very Much, Beebi!

I enjoyed the meal and gift with great feeling & love!

We will be as sweet as ever.

I LOVE YOU!

2011-02-08T00:36:00.002+08:00

I feel like going to another country to stay so much,

but of course, together with my Beebi.

I feel like going back to Hong Kong, or maybe back to Malaysia also not bad?

Just feel that Singapore is so sick!!!

2011-02-07T00:31:00.003+08:00

Mummy has always been telling & teaching me how to "Forgive & Forget", "Give & Take",

but when there is these people around me, how can I?

Yes, can say I'm petty, I'm mean, I'm selfish and not understand enough,

but everyone has a limit.

Fucking nbcb.

2011-01-29T01:36:00.005+08:00

No one can know and even understand how i feel.

Can only listen, by listening, thought that already understood,

but in fact no, because its killing me alive.

My expectation is very different I guess.

But thanks God, always after i ranted much in my room here,

i feel great.

2011-01-28T01:07:00.001+08:00

我有emotional problem 啊。哈哈哈!

我需要多多爱跟多多关心的啊! 哈哈哈!

我的时间都跑去哪儿了? 哈哈哈!

ok i think im very no.life cus now everyday is only about school and work. what else?

FML man!

2011-01-27T00:50:00.002+08:00

Yeah, too much running in the head.

Enough man.

Early in the morning got ruined,

late in the night got ruined.

What's more?

Days are getting bad uh?

hahahahhahahaha. Joke.

很好，新年到了，

我可以回Malaysia了，几天也好。

At least a short getaway. (((:

一餐团圆饭是真的是很重要的喔!!!!!

2011-01-24T00:14:00.002+08:00

Went to sentosa for this handball training on sat.

Well, its fun, and a new sport for me?!

Upon looking down on myself always, I hope I'm able to do something good, or rather, achieve something out in this new sport.

A little worry and sad though, because of my height, I don't have much advantages in this, as usual?!

Whatever it is, I just want to achieve something out of it.

神啊，救救我吧!

2011-01-18T00:57:00.002+08:00

不觉得很可悲吗?

时间久了，真的是通通都变了。

好辛苦，我真的觉得很辛苦。

对不起，可是我真的无法控制自己。

每天晚上都在逼自己入睡，

多么希望一觉之后，就没事了，也可以不用在想那些无聊的事情了。

2011-01-17T21:49:00.005+08:00

怎样才能不想? 我真的好不想去想，弄到我快疯掉了!

好烦，真的好烦喔!

I feel hard. More harder when it comes to nights.

Fuck my emotions, Fuck my life. :(

很象没话...

2011-01-17T20:58:00.001+08:00

I miss you! :(

FUCKKKKKKKK-TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

2011-01-17T01:10:00.002+08:00

There is school with a physic test tmr.. I'm still wide awake here.

Seriously, if you're not studying in RP, you wouldn't understand why and how much I don't wanna go that fucking sucking school.

I want to quit..... Should I? ))):

Whatever it is, I do not want a Monday Blues.

2011-01-16T14:55:00.003+08:00

Sad, but what to do.

只觉得我有神经病...

But, i cant help it.

I just have got to fucking accept it,

and that, im going crazy.

So yeah, it's ok I hope, I will learn.

2011-01-15T16:24:00.000+08:00

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh!

I will update tonight or so. :P

2011-01-15T16:23:00.004+08:00

HELLO, DWAR-FARTTTED!

I'M DONE WITH IT, AND I'M HAPPY! :D

2011-01-15T16:23:00.003+08:00

2011-01-15T16:23:00.001+08:00

2011-01-15T16:22:00.000+08:00

2010-06-30T16:46:00.001+08:00

I feel very, very guilty that I didn't go school today,

just because of overslept. ):

2010-04-26T00:00:00.001+08:00

Seems like I'm using tumblr more than my beloved blogspot.

Never I will delete my blogspot though,

I love it very much, and memories shall always be kept as well.

Yet, I will update here sometimes. (:

2010-04-13T00:40:00.003+08:00

I fell.. and i will stand up.

Yup, I just want to do the right thing in life,

be responsible about my life.

I know, its not as easy as we see on the surface always,

but yea, i will work hard for my future though.

Some words just enlightened me.

2010-04-03T12:05:00.001+08:00

so what should i do now?

fuck everything.

2010-03-29T10:46:00.002+08:00

Yup, my blog is not alive yet.
I've busy, busy staying overnight in camps.

Whatever it is, I love the adventure life now.
I found something which I love to do.
And I swear I'd be damn super sad when school starts.

Right now, Iv so many things that need to spend on.
Financial is a serious problem man.

Fml.

2010-03-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

Stop it luh fucking hell.

I can be as hard as hammer.

Yet, i can be very soft .

2010-03-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

so im at home the whole day doing house works.

2010-03-15T06:45:00.001+08:00

at least a reply back.

what i want is not this.

yup, its very sad & hurting though.

take a knife and pierce through my heart please.

2010-03-08T00:12:00.002+08:00

I feel that im feeling so much,

and i just want to re-shuffle my life, in any ways.

I'm missing the girls after a night with them,

they are indeed wonderful.

Sometimes i want to say, yes.. we gossip, gossip about life & people since secondary.

But i realise that as times go on, each & everyone of us grow too.

We play together, we laugh together, we cry together, we have fun together.

I admit though, that i never have much time with my girls,

one thing im sure is - I never forget them.

Especially xie.yiling, charoensup & cjp. Of course, tlp & shirleyg as well.

No doubt, all of you girls are so important to me.

Also, iv the best gift - my dear love.

So, thank god.

Whatever it is, i know there are many problems coming up.

Emotion is definitely hard for me to control,

thats why sometimes i just want to 'fml'.

Its not easy to be me anyway. (:

2010-03-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

iv the worst feeling ever.

after so long & so much, i cant take it anymore, i realised.

its too difficult, its hitting to hard, its too harsh for me.

im not really that strong like i how i appeared to be.

right, this time round,

i just feel like dying.

if you happy and you know...

2010-02-18T00:42:00.002+08:00

I had a very happy valentine's day & chinese new year!

Nothing greater than this.

Beebi surprised me with '8' tiggers.

This number marks the years of us knowing each other,

and Tiggers represent the year of tiger.

Thank You Very Much, Beebi! ♥ ♥ ♥

Lets walk together for our future. (:

Not only that,

I received a lot of red packets this year compares to the previous ones.

What's more, Beebi accompanied me back to M'sia this time.

Anyway, photos will be up soon.

One last thing,

I want to gamble and win $$$$$!

2010-02-08T02:14:00.002+08:00

Fuck everything luh!

Just..

Break & Fuck My Life man.

at this time, shits come.

2010-02-08T01:36:00.001+08:00

because...

its my emotion.

2010-02-08T01:16:00.002+08:00

feel like deleting, should i?

since everyone is no longer here, its kinda dead anyway.

sometimes things just run through my mind,

and im confused about it.

sometimes i think im totally a fuck up person.

as times & life go on, i feel like im a rubbish.

Break-My-Life.

2010-02-02T01:16:00.001+08:00

Yup, down totally.

Im trying to be very strong,

but i swear, this is not going to be easy.

Let me hide myself in a corner for now...

2010-01-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

I've been very, very busy.

and I just want to keep myself busy everyday.

Thanks to Beebi.

I'm happy that I can do something that I really love.

Yup, it feels good to be an instructor.

Especially when dealing with all the outdoor & adventure activities.

Tiring, but this is what I like.

And I'm working part-time at the same company as CJP,

different outlet though.

Now, Beebi & I are going to open a doggie shop online.

So I'm quite busy designing the web page.

Just hope our business will be good as time goes by.

I need alot of money seriously.

Yeefei & girls said I'm hardcore,

yea, true. But I love it. Crazy, isnt I?

Anyway, I hope I can get into the course- Early Childhood in Temasek Poly!

I LIKE THIS VERY MUCH!

2010-01-12T19:59:00.000+08:00

2010-01-08T16:29:00.005+08:00

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow.

If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder.

If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow.

If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile.

But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me

2010-01-06T16:17:00.002+08:00

Its very sad to hear the basketball girls team in JVS closed down,

just because there isnt enough players.

And the principle doesnt even give the sec 1 girls a chance to join basketball team.

Anyway,

A Team will always be A Team! (':

2009-12-30T03:16:00.001+08:00

Am I busy?

Yes! I am, very indeed.

But i've got loads of stuff to upload.

I want 48hrs a day.

2009-12-28T19:15:00.002+08:00

I've said, no one will understand.
You will not understand.

I WILL NOT spend that 3 days with...

2009-12-23T00:29:00.001+08:00

Yes, im not happy. Very unhappy.
So what? ya, so what?

Nobody will understand, i swear.
Not anyone.

Fuck.
FML.

Suck it.

2009-12-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

It doesn't make you feel good or any better when you heard the bad news.

Lost in A Maze

2009-12-21T00:14:00.003+08:00

I wonder,
what my life is gonna be like.

oh well,
days that are filled with worries aren't great.

2009-12-16T23:43:00.001+08:00

It is impossible to live without failing at something,

unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all.

2009-12-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

I WANT A X'MAS PARTY BUT I DON'T WANT A BIRTHDAY PARTY!

2009-12-07T20:38:00.005+08:00

Slowly open our eyes,

Look at this busy world.

Yea - It's cruel, and too scary.

Stress & Pressure & Worries are everyone's.

People in the reality are taking all offers at their advantage.

I'm working hard, hoping for a good 2010 ahead.

Though O'level result may be the upcoming nightmare.

However, I hope I can have less worries on finance & everything else.

And I dont wish to see ♥ suffering more.

And Mummy to have a happier r/s.

Good-Old-Friend

2009-12-02T20:12:00.003+08:00

2009-11-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

Its December.

2009-11-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

We choose who we want to be, what we want to be.

Many of the times, I asked myself - What type of person I want to be?

And somehow, I find no answer out of the several types.

I don't mind making others happy everyday, neither do I mind to sacrifices some of my time.

But I know one thing for sure, I don't like to see people suffering, be it in stress or pain or whatsoever.

Especially to my Boyfriend, Mummy & Friends.

And actually, I am willing to do something.

Like I said, Like what the lyrics said,

"Even heroes have the right to bleed..."

"Even heroes have the right to dream"

"And it's not easy to be me."

Everyone in this cruel world has the same cruel life.

2009-11-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I think Im giving in too much?

You're climbing over my head now?

2009-11-18T01:28:00.004+08:00

I think I want to keep blogging because...

Seriously, I think, just fuck my life.

2009-11-18T00:54:00.003+08:00

It hurts, it really hurts.

Many times, it has been many times.

Please

stop,

Please.

What if I do the same? You know I can but I dont want.

I wonder how would you feel then.

I dont mind about everything,

but just not this.

Give me the respect, will you?

Not the first time im telling you, yknw?!

Fuck-My-Life.

Mummy

2009-11-17T20:07:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I feel very guilty, towards mummy.

I love mummy, very very much.

And I don't like myself when I shouted at her or agitated her.

Just like yesterday.

Mummy worked at Bugis and I went to Orchard for job interview in the afternoon.

Mummy told me to go Bugis after my thing and she would shop with me.

So i met her at 5 plus. I was walking around on my own before that.

I saw a pair of shoes that I liked, so I brought her to the shop.

She bought for me without hesitation. Then she saw another pair of nice shoes, she bought for me as well.

We went to Bugis Street, Junction...

Once she saw anything nice and suits me, she bought.

I looked at her taking out the hard earned money from her wallet non-stop.

Quite heartache actually.

In the end, she spent around $300? And everything is for me only.

While shopping, thoughts kept running through my mind.

"Mummy treats me so good, yet I always shout at her."

"Mummy loves me so much, yet I never be a perfect good girl for her."

and so on.

But really,

I LOVE MUMMY.

All about Mellow

2009-11-15T23:03:00.003+08:00

2009-11-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

Wait. I need to update soon! :D

2009-11-10T22:38:00.003+08:00

我是一个很直率的人，因为我不喜欢戴着面具周围跑。

要做我的朋友也不容易，而我要做别人的朋友也不容易。

那些了解我的人，他们才是我真正的朋友，

因为他们懂我是一个怎样的人，他们不介意我的性格，

因为他们觉得那就是我，根本不需要为任何人改变。

我也很讨厌讲人家的坏话，因为这很假。

所以每当我一不喜欢那样东西，或那个人，或是我的朋友做的动作，

我都会直接讲出来，什么都不管。

现在我很开心，因为我终于找到和知道那几个人才是我永远的好朋友!

谢谢你们!

2009-11-10T01:51:00.001+08:00

I admire her and I love her songs.

2009-11-10T01:14:00.000+08:00

Like me, because you know me well.

She says,

"Who doesn't wear mask?"

must read, this is my dream. LOL

2009-11-04T17:49:00.002+08:00

Did i mention i had a fuckg worst dream in my life on monday night?

This is really...... OMG~

"I dreamt of the date when O'lvl results are released.

I was anxious until dont know like what. I went to school late purposely.

I know I did not do well but did not expect that would be so 'jialat'.

This time is very special and idkw. The ones who gave out the result slips to us is not our school teachers but some strangers from MOE.

He was standing and smiling to all the students all the way,

but when it was my turn, I walked towards as he shaked his head and sat down.

I started crying and he looked at me, said "Its ok. You can retain and study hard. You're the only one who get 55 points."

Mrs Ong (My favourite teacher) at that time was standing aside watching me.

And when everybody gotten their results, i went to talk to that stranger, "but next year im alr 21 years. still taking olvl. like totally useless and waste of time. i hate this........"

Then i woke up out of sudden. HAHAHHAHHA.

Funny dream right!

I scare until i went in front of the mirror and say out this dream, then talked to myself!

because i heard from people that when you say out your dream, then it wont come true. HAHA.

And come to think of it, since when there is 55points?

I've 6 subjects, maximum also 54points only!

HAHAHAHHAAH.

but i do hope i can really get a satisfied result.

fml

2009-11-02T16:52:00.003+08:00

I can only think of the negatives,

because I know how I did for everything.

I don't dare to go think about that day in January.

I swear it will be the worst day of my life.

What if...... And.....

I don't need anyone to blame at all,

because I'll blame myself.

The Best Gift from God.

2009-10-24T17:12:00.003+08:00

Once in awhile, You're specially sugar sweet. ♥

I don't need you to change anything for me, just be yourself. Because I've everything.

I don't care whether we'll be rich/poor for now & future, our Happiness is what I only want.

I trust you much like how you trust me, always.

The speciality that holds within us, no one can ever see & have it.

Sometimes, we're just so different from the world.

Let's be strong and walk through every obstacles & difficulties,

and we'll have a perfect good life sometimes later.. Cause We believe.

2009-10-20T01:58:00.000+08:00

Since i was Four, i wish to have the 4 of us - Daddy, Mummy, Sissy & I,
sitting on the leather sofa, watching some nice drama shows.
Daddy’s & Mummy’s hands around Sissy & I,
Sissy’s & My head lying on Daddy’s & Mummy’s chest.
Chatting & laughing happily to each other;
I never had it.

But, i will do this to my children few years down the road.

2009-10-17T22:37:00.002+08:00

Counting down the days, i hope i can really make it in time.

Realised, how precious is Time when it doesnt wait for you and now I'm begging for it.

Even 24hrs a day is not enough to get all the things done.

13 points - i need it for my future.

22nd October is reaching, I'm down here panicking.

3 years of knowledges to be squeezed in.

I'm calling God for help.

Its very stressful. )': I keep trying, trying my very best. )':

In God We Trust

2009-10-15T21:10:00.002+08:00

That's really it, isn't it? You want your relationships to be grounde...d on accepting each other as you are. On supporting each other through the inevitable ups and downs. On challenging each other to become more, to grow, to flourish. Which one of these is the more difficult one for you, and how are you going to practice it in the next 24 hours?

-

"Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And ... it's ... just ... OK."

-I believe in Jesus. (:

2009-10-14T21:48:00.005+08:00

Who?

Sometimes i just feel so bored, so moodless.
Especially during this period.

Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday and on & on..

Tired.

Not easy.

Don't wanna disturb,.

Late in the night, who is there?

Lets talk.

2009-10-13T21:26:00.004+08:00

I like to post & delete, post & delete.

2009-10-11T13:35:00.001+08:00

FOUR for English
ONE for Maths
TWO FOR SCIENCE
THREE FOR POA
TWO FOR HUMANITITES

I can make it! (:

O'Levels

2009-10-05T22:47:00.003+08:00

24hours of hardcore mugging.
lack of sleep; head keeps on spinning and i can feel the weight of it.
fuck the stress.

2009-10-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

I'm currently too busy with O'Levels.
countdown for me...

2009-09-27T22:42:00.004+08:00

I have got my guitar, but i want a piano too.

Who doesnt want o' level to be over as soon as now?
I'd be the 1st who cant wait to be free.
There are so many, so many things to be done after that.
I shall list out some which i can remember at this moment.
Ahhhhhhhh~ excitment!

be more focus on my guitar
attend Jazz class with sissy
look for a part/full-time office job & Banquet @ night
late nights, including all the night events & partying
save up, for my iPhone & laptop
get my driving license
camping
shopping for all kind of apparel & accessories im looking for
get out of S'pore, travel to HongKong, Malaysia, BBK, etc
spend more time with Mellow & Beebi
meet up as many days as i want with xie.Yiling & Hannah Jang, & J.fam(!) of course

more & more coming up manxzc!
I'm happily waiting for 11st November!

But for now, i will be happily studying.
Jia You!

2009-09-26T23:27:00.004+08:00

I hate this feeling, seriously.
It doesn't make me any better.
This sucks. It's killing me now.

Anyway, i got quite addicted to the song "Dance with my father" by Luther Vandross.
I realise, actually i miss my daddy very much, but i don't know about it.

And i miss you too. ♥

2009-09-24T19:09:00.006+08:00

I love one Man, I like several boy & girl Friends.
But, I hate a few people i know in my life, too.

I don't know, since when i have this phobia..
Problem lies within jq, because she can't even stop it.

So i swear, Jealousy in Love r/s or Friendship does kill everything.
But why would i have this strong stupidity feeling? Think about it..

I ♥ Dwar-farttted.blogspot.com
It records all my Happiness, Sadness, Tears, Laughters.
It gives me an unforgettable memory and shows the process of my life.

Get into this blanket with me.

2009-09-22T20:07:00.003+08:00

原来我一直都错怪了好人.

I realized loads of mistakes, I found out lots of things
I wake up, I face everything
I know what to do, I know what i should do
I listen to the good ones, I look down on the bad ones
I make my own decisions, I don't follow others
I will abandon that, I will make more new friends

My pride. My consciousness.
The self-esteem. The self-confidence.
I have them all back, they are too important to me.
I will be myself.

Some years down the road,
you will see me walking on the streets, with a pair of high heels,
when everyone passes by, they will go "wow, successful woman!"
I know, I know i will definitely succeed sooner or later.

2009-09-20T01:34:00.005+08:00

Phew~ How good life can i be.
I went to do my free full grooming + an add-on Spa.
Daddy & Mommy bought me a new toy.
Marcus from NooAge Dog company gave me a packet of biscuit.
All are my birthday presents, good right! (;
There is still a cake coming up!

Say Happy Birthday to me on 26th September!
See ya.

2009-09-16T21:44:00.005+08:00

I want to make you happy.
No, really. I'm not just saying so, I mean it.
I mean making you happy in the sense that with me beside you,
you can sleep through at night,
you can leave some of your worries behind for a short time.
I want to make you happy whenever I'm near you, whenever I'm with you.
And when i can't be with you,
I want to leave an impression on you, in your mind,
so that when you think of me,
you get a happy feeling,
starting in your stomach and then travelling through your whole body.

Miss me?

2009-09-16T00:57:00.004+08:00

Because that is the scene which keeps appearing in my mind...

Some emotions don't make a lot of noise.
It's hard to hear Pride.
Caring is real faint like a heartbeat and pure love,
why, some days it's so quiet, that you don't even know it's there.

I want to be & I must be -
幸福美丽小公主!

2009-09-15T18:38:00.003+08:00

I want to know what you see when you look at me.

2009-09-15T00:37:00.004+08:00

It's hitting me so hard..

Last day of prelim.
No school on Wed.
Again, another day, another week gone.
How? shyt.
Everybody is ready? Or everybody is not studying?
FML.

When I see you,
I'm pretty sure you're gonna make me speechless,
make me all shaky, and weak in the knees,
make me forget how to breathe even though I've been doing it since the day I was born.
And more than likely, you'll make my heart skip a beat or two.
Because you're just so cool & lovely.
But in the end, I'll be able to control myself and tell you,
"I Love You".

2009-09-14T01:03:00.005+08:00

at this day,
at this hour,
at this moment.
at this period,

JingQing... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

FML.

I have my Love of my life.
♥

2009-09-13T23:08:00.002+08:00

From Facebook:

First,

Yin ask to Fortune Teller Genius:

Asked will i get 15 points and below for O level? and the answer is Of course not!

Then,

Yin ask to Fortune Teller Genius:

Asked will i pass my O level? and the answer is No, first you must study

FML! ):

2009-09-10T23:18:00.004+08:00

玩

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!
:D :D :D

Play with Me!

2009-09-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

So many things i want to do..
but before o'lvl starts,
not, in fact before this one week holiday ends,
i want to play my heart out for once, just once.
I need to play for that one time so that i can settle down with the o'lvl mood.

I want to party,
and drink & whatever,
then get real high in the midnight,
yes, party life.
Anyoneeeeeeeeeeeee? Anyone will do!

Play with me!

2009-09-09T14:53:00.002+08:00

I LOVE THIS, I LOVE THIS, I LOVE THIS!
I LOVE BULLDOG!
and i want to sqeeze Mellow into bulldog-like face. (HAHAHAHA!)
Joking luh! He is handsome and cute enough. (:

2009-09-08T23:35:00.003+08:00

Important things for JingQing:
She ~~needs to~~ must get her ass sit still on a chair for at least 6hrs to start mugging from Chapter 1 - last chapter, for every subjects.
She'd better stop thinking about all the post exam activities, holidays, works, shoppings, etc.
She needs a real hard smack that will wake her from her day dreams.
She needs someone to confiscate her computer cable,
she is only allowed to play the computer 2hrs a day.

Dead meat.
Anyone see her doing what she should not be doing, or
Anyone see her not doing what she should do,
gives her a tight slap please.

and my prelim is Cui Dao Siao!

I HAVE TO STUDY!
44 (ONLY) days to o'lvl!

Wooffff Woofffffff~

2009-09-08T14:05:00.003+08:00

Hello Everybody,
My birthday is coming - 26th September!
I'm 2-years-old this year.
So Don't Forget To Buy Me some Treats/Squinching Hard Balls.
I'm such a handsome & adorable boy, I love ya'al.

♥ Especially Daddy & Mummy ♥

2009-09-07T18:52:00.000+08:00

What more do i need to ask for when i know how deep your love is for me?

about we

2009-09-07T14:32:00.004+08:00

Love is...

like a rose given for no apparent reason;

like hot chocolate when you drink it too fast & catches you by surprise but keep you warm for a long time;

like salt water, the more you drink it, the thirstier you are;

like the air we breathe, its not seen but always felt & needed.

Love cannot be described in words, and can only be understood by the people who behold it.

It needs patience, understanding & forgiveness.

You cannot ask for love, only give & accept it.

And cherish the moments that love has given you for the rest of your life.

WE ARE ONE, FOREVER.
Edward Phua, you're indeed my One & Only True Prince.

2009-09-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

I'm the kinda girl who can get in the shower,
& finally realized there are no towels;
I'm the kinda girl you will have crazy memories with;
I'm the kinda girl who will burst into tears from laughing so much,
just because i can;
I'm the kinda girl who carries her emotions on her back;
I'm the kinda girl who will make you remember what we had.

I'm the kinda girl who only needs & wants you but no one else.

Confession

2009-09-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

I Love You Very Much!
I'm crazy over you.

Nobody knows what happens to...

2009-09-02T06:18:00.001+08:00

ByeBye,
im going to school for exams now.

Your voice.

Let me cry

2009-08-31T23:59:00.006+08:00

Really, im suffering from a very serious Emotion-illness.
no idea of 'why' too.
I think of this, i think of that. I think of Every Single Thing.
And all the Thoughts together with Every thing are running over me.
They're driving me mad & crazy - the fuckg serious kind.

Especially during the Nights, i totally cant take it.
The feelings will suddenly just run through;
The heart will suddenly just sink to the lowest point;

No assurance? No security?
No confidence? No self-esteem?
Thinking too much? (But how to stop it?)
Stress?
What is it?

I want to talk... :<
I want to express everything, but this is way too difficult to be expressed out.
I can only think of "Blog!", thats why i come here typing every night.

Who can help me actually? :<
Let me cry! Let me shout!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

I have the most serious illness.

An Incredible Night!

2009-08-30T23:31:00.005+08:00

Had a Great-Great Saturday.
stayed home > Jurong Point @ 12am for "The Proposal" > West Coast > McDonald > Home
My teeth dropped because i laughed too much throughout the whole movie.
Rate it 4.5/5, ending not that nice though.
drove to West Coast.
4 men age 24 & 2 ladies age 20 running around crazily, playing like when we were at 4-yrs-old.
Swing, Chasing, 007, Action w Rhythm, Spinning, Pyramid, The First to Reach.
All the super fun games sweated us out. And,
that was the only moment when we were so free from all the worries/thinkings/etc.
We've all grown up. Back then, we were still a lil' kid.
Too bad, i was too happy that i forgot to take any photos. ):

I want to do this,
I want to do that.

But it's quite impossible.

I have a Dream.

Sometimes i think, am i thinking too much?

I'm glad, because
Mummy ♥ You very much.

2009-08-28T17:29:00.001+08:00

I don't like this feeling.
I can't stand the sudden attack.

It's too Harsh.

tears.

2009-08-27T23:32:00.003+08:00

:'<

i screwed up the whole english oral.
"Why didnt i thought of this?", "Why didnt i thought of that?"!

20% of the overall marks. How bad can this be.
it affects alot!
sad? I'm very, very sad.
yes, i want to cry. I cant imagine the day when olvl comes.

no one can help.

:'<